If you have a strong motivation, if this is your goal and nobody would convince you to stop, if you are so busy with your training that you wouldn't even have time to go on pprune to find reassurance about your choices like you are doing right now, then go for it. If you ask around you and on internet if you should marry your girlfriend, that's because you shouldn't. Almost the same applies with our tricky industry.
Here is the advice: forget about it.
With the CPL money buy an appartment instead. Or even better a small farm that will be helpful with all the fuel crisis coming up within 10 years. Later buy a glider.
I am sure about 2 things: this is the best advice you could find here, and you won't follow it. Because people want to be told: "everything will be fine", that's why they ask "advice", not to actually get advices.
PS: 34 years is extremely young. You can do almost anything at 34 years old. Having the mind set, the inspiration, the motivation, the guts is what it takes. Not having 24 or 34.