Oh Sassy!
" Honestly, why? Sitting there alone and needed something to pacify your time as you reached the bottom of the bottle? "
Is this what happens in your house? Not only are you full of yourself or appear to be but you also appear to be lonely which troubles me. Talking about your fancy car which sounds wonderful, then about pilots that drink to the bottom of the bottle? Are you speaking about your marriage or childhood? I urge you to talk to someone. Many people with low self esteem talk the talk of how great things are and from the outside perhaps it looks that way but on the inside many are dying. Dying trying to keep up with the other wives, pilots with higher seniority bring you down, villa/flat rentals low, car payments high, no friends except collegues but you can't really say that they're friends. You get the picture don't you? Talk to someone and keep the selling-renting on the Spinneys message boards and lets keep this forum for what it is meant for.