A great post - possible inspiration to many I should think!
No pilot likes to put an aircraft in danger - so in a way its positive that you have those feelings about stalling etc.
Just remember, you have to learn how to be dangerous in order to know how NOT to be when you qualify!
A few months ago I felt exactly the same after some lessons. Now I have a PPL, NR and around 75 hours. IMC soon.
Best of luck, and please keep adding to this post!
FJW.