Working, not worried.
But it worries my kids.
My job never used to worry my children; they were vaguely proud of what I did and that was that.
Since sept 11 they are often fearfull when I leave. Being teenagers they try not to show it, but it does come out late at night when we chat in the bathroom or when I sit on the side of their bed in a dark bedroom.
Or just in that extra hard cuddle when I leave, from a child that is a head bigger than me and normally considers cuddling his Mum a sure sign of un-coolness.
To my surprise I found out the other day over dinner that my kids know exactly how many of the sept 11 FA's had children and they know the details about how these FA's were murdered. They have obviously focused on these details among the information overload after sept 11, and the info has stuck with them.
That my job worries my children is something I try not to think about.