I bet it was not your ambition or dream of becoming a pilot when you were young. Somebody might have just forced it down your throat of becoming a pilot during those boom years. In India to spent something like US$ 50000 is a very big money. To some it is a lifetime earning.
Everything well said, probably you re at the wrong place but at a right time.
Keep on sending your CV to all operators in India every months or every other month. write same thing over and over again and just change the date on your resume. One fine day some big bosses might just feel like calling you for interview, you ll never know. You might just have a quarter chance of getting a job interview, it is still a chance. Give it a try mate. It is like taking more bet in a lottery play as you got better change. Meanwhile just go back for a degree course in something you like doing and you enjoy doing so.
