I can relate to your stress mate... It would have been wise to have pursued a degree all along..and while you are at it make sure u have a good one from a respectable place...its beats you down to see your supportive folks dreams not taking wings along with your own...and yet not one ill word is spoken of.... But its a good motivator. Take it all...and beat the hell out of those books.....keep doing it till u have made it......never give urself a chance to wonder what If i had put in that extra hour reading that topic in detail..... Job are coming for sure...hell it might even rain jobs..........But dont let ur guard down.... and DONT waste time finding / wondering about those JUGADS... face it u dont have one...... CPL wont get u a job.... U & UR Spirit will.....remain current and Survive yourself..... believe me people have been through worse and yet made it up there!!...(not me though..in case u r wondering
).... Quitters Never win & Winners never Quit!! GOOD LUCK to you ALL!