Poeli don't get depressed the world is a beautiful place! You are young and have lot's of time to get into aviation. How much will the extra study cost you? If nothing then do it but if it's going to cost you money then put that money towards flying. Get a job and earn the money you will get there in time! Earning money first and going modular is definitely the right choice considering the state of the world economy right now!
Smile and Wave
