You're not content to attend the hanging. You've got to put on the noose and try it for size, don't you?
Without any further effort to be subtle, for your own good and your own protection, shut your mouth. No longer tapdancing or attempting to back away, you're asserting that you were on the flight, clearly identifying and calling yourself out.
Can you really be this blatantly stupid? Not enough oxygen at altitude, or what? What is your problem, here? What do you hope to accomplish? Are you truly idiotic enough to believe that anyone here can or will march into the offices of your company and save the day for you, or change the world? Does further embarrassing yourself, and dragging your dirty laundry here into public do anything at all for you?
In the beginning, you were an unfortunate. You've turned yourself into an unfortunate idiot. At this stage, you may be well beyond salvation. Give it up, already.
At most places, given how far you've gone, you'd be very lucky to have a job. Can you truly be so naive or stupid that you don't recognize this? If you can't tolerate what you assert has happened, then move on. It's best for you, and clearly best for everyone else.
why should i fly a plane the maybe has a crack in the fuselage and could break in flight
You shouldn't. You shouldn't be in an airplane at all. Do us all a favor and go find a job picking up wet towels at a spa, and stay as far away from the airport, the 727, and "afganistan" as you can.
You're still spelling it wrong.