Deemy,
Keep going mate, If it can make you feel better, I made it Once to the seconde stage of BA, got rejected twice on stage one. I'm applying for the last time this month ( age limits), I still think I can be a great pilot if someone gives me a chance one day ( I'm sure it will hapen). If you have what it takes ( PERSEVERENCE PERSEVERENCE PEREVERENCE) you 'll make it. Good luck to you, giving up is not an option.
Happy landings, Superfly