Tail fin, do you not think that comments like 'maybe you are not good enough' are a bit narrow minded? Well maybe Deemy is good enough and just happened to be unlucky. All us wannabes need support and motivation to succeed in this field and your comments are extremely counter productive.
Deemy, don't worry I am sure that you are good enough. Don't let anyone put you off where you are going because you will get there. Better luck next time mate.