Tima84
I read this thread when you first posted on here, and I just checked back to see if you passed your sim check. I see you did pass, so congratulations! It seems to me that you are a lot more capable than you realise. Every time you go in the sim, or fly on the line, the environment will become more familiar and you will become more confident.
You sound like a down to earth guy who is not afraid to admit the challenges you face in life (we all have them). I wish you the best for the future.