Of course it bothers you.. But I have yet to meet someone who goes into pilot training simply because he want a job. This is a passion we all share and it's not risk free of course but you only live once. Atleast thats the way I see it.
In my case I've already been offered second officer employment by two airlines even before starting at FTE. So the possibility to fly for Cityjet is a great opportunity that you shouldn't overlook.