To CharlieGolf - Post #19
He did exist. Was in the days when the Bona Mates did phases of I believe 3 months then onto another phase. He would just get to the point at the end of a phase where he considered himself OK but when back onto next phase, he said it was like he had never done it and so realised he would kill himself, for sure, eventually; hence the balls to fess up and he then went F-4s, back in Germany 2 ATAF actually.
Yes, a brave decision but good for him. He flew F-4s for a while then TP and last I heard was doing Typhoon TP stuff somewhere near Munich (though that was a few years ago) but do not know what he is up to today.