Thank you all for your replies,
I love flying, but what is bothering me the most is that I've been flying for the National Carrier all my life, which basically means I had a "secured job" but now with privatization the job and it's benefits are not secured any more (after 5 years) , and that is what I'm afraid off. as of working abroad that is not an option, I'm very family oriented and can't handle more than few days away.
So I guess most agree on working for the privet company?