Whissper, you are at the cross roads here. Getting a job comes down to stubbiness, perseverance and willingness to never give up.
I know, coz it took me 7 years to get my 1st job. There were times when I thought I should just chuck it in and get on with life but I couldn't do it.
Glad I stuck with it as I am having a ball and don't miss my old job one bit.
Balls are in your court mate.
