Vince
It still doesn't seem to have dawned on you that better planning and preparation could have prevented the accident and lose of your plane. It also doesn't seem to have dawned that you were very lucky you didn't hurt yourself or lose your life.
You are still making excuses for yourself and as a result my fingers are tightly crossed that no-one ever signs you off to fly solo again. Sadly they might already have done so.
BTW according to their websites there is also AvGas at Cumbernauld and Fife, so I fail to see why you were pressing on with the needle almost on the stop, and I wonder why they were not mentioned to you. However, the bottom line is you were PIC, it was up to *you* to formulate a safe plan including getting the correct fuel without running any risk of running short, and it seems likely to me that you failed to do so.