To answer your question, nobody knows you have had a stumble.
There is no "FAILURE" stamp on your forehead, no "Loser" tattooed on your nether regions, nuttin.
There is a fair chance that over the past year, the airline pilot who flew you somewhere had been scrubbed off a military pilot course. You possibly complimented him on the landing.
Once you get The Ticket, you are a pilot, not a "second-try pilot".