Would I be correct in saying that you are apprehensive of a career in aviation? Something in the tone of what you said gave me that impression. Now, you're out of the original FTO with only the option to go to another FTO and you can't decide now to go to uni or do courses as they're application dates are gone now?
If that were me I'd use the year constructively and enrole next year. As much as it sucks, it was an experience. You gave it a shot and it didn't work out as planned. Get up, shake off the dirt and get on with it... No point in hanging around....