As the starter of the thread I thought I'd just chuck my four-penneth in again.
I've decided not to go for an integrated in the short term but to keep the situation under review and carry on working in my utterly boring desk job for the time being!
I might consider doing a PPL over the next year gradually because at least then I will be flying even if it's only 2 hours a month!
I can't believe that a few crazies in the Middle East have scuppered my chances again! I got to final stage with BA in 1991 and then the Gulf War broke. Wish my eyesight was better - if it was I'd apply for the RAF and teach them a lesson!
Sincerest condolences to all affected.
Desk-pilot