AJ1990,
No, what's happened is you've lost the 'spark'.
In which case, just leave the industry with dignity instead of pi**ing on everybody else's dreams with a sob story on here.
When I leave places, I always try to do so in a way that leaves people feeling good, knowing that should I ever wish to return, the offer will probably be there.
Anyway, well done to the 19 year old who can think for himself.
