Thank you for your replies and advice one and all. I know jolly well that my instructor would not send me solo until he was certain that I was ready for it, it is not him that I don't trust it is me!!
I guess that I will find a way round it as it is the one thing that I want to do more than anything else with my life. I have either got to find a way to deal with it or give up, it is as simple as that!! I just wish I could believe in me a little bit more
Thank you again for the suggestions, I will be trying one or two of them out and hopefully one of them will help and I will DEFINATELY keep you all posted with how things go!
Many thanks everyone