Hi. I totally understand you. I am also desperately looking for a job. What I have:
ICAO/JAA CPL-IR+ME, frozen ATPL, 280 hours TT, Class I med., DA-42 w/ G1000, ICAO Level 5, etc, all valid, all current
Also I am an aeroplane engineer (Bsc).
I am very willing and able to relocate immediately to anywhere on the planet.
Nowadays, all this is not good enough for even a phonecall. Hundreds of CVs posted, not one reply.
I don't even have money to buy a gun and shoot myself in the head.
And the best part: I have given up 2 years of Medical School for this nonsense. What can I say? Follow your dreams? Bull****.
I wish you never have enough money to buy the gun and shoot yourself. If you reach an unsurmountable obstacle in course of life, change the course, life is precious.