get ur act together
hang in there man!!!but ask urself if u really want to sit home n face the questions from family/friends....get out n get a job.....i did, i dont mean to brag but, i was unemployed just ONE day....got my licence on a monday, hunted around tuesday(actually went and met a couple of CEOs)...and signed a contract on wed flying light twins now(2 months 40 hrs).i was home studying for three months before getting my licence....n i studied my ass off....right from 4 forces on an aircraft to supersonic flight, i knew it all....i went knocking on a lot of doors, i dint even expect an airline job....and i suggest u dont either....after indigo's ad for FOs with 700hrs on type i dont think any airline is going back to hiring freshers, except maybe air india which will be under pressure form the govt.
my useless advice-get the hours up, make urself worth that airline job, n then ask for it.