Did you get the licence with the intention of working professionally ? Do you still have this intention ?
If so then you are looking for the next step in the process of reinventing yourself and you get excited by the challenge (many people are probably jealous that you even did it) and look forward to the next step. It obviously helps if you have some idea of what the next step inyour Meister-Plan will be...
If not then it was a phase in your life that taught you a lot, added to your skills etc etc
hugel