Hi kash,
i've been reading through this thread for a few days and it has been a real eye opener, so much so that it makes me wonder if i should attempt my dream as a pilot, not a commercial pilot, just any pilot. If you cant even get a job with the effort you've put in what hope does the rest of us have other than relying on luck.
I hope it all works out for you in the end mate, you deserve it!