Capt K:
i am trying to keep a wise attitude as you and my priorities straight in my mind. the problem is that i keep on forgetting. could be because i am tired of flying so much.
i am done trying to change QR. this cannot be done. but i am confronted with a big dilemma. i don't know what to do with life. it has become empty and pointless, i has been almost a year since i saw my friends back home for the last time, i haven't seen my family for christmas and new year because i was rostered to fly... in conclusion, i have no life. and now with this 3 days rule, it will be even more impossible! there is nothing in this place for me apart from work and work...
i feel jailed, like TL said in his eloquent description of the situation. what to do?