I say this without a trace of malice, but you made your choice , wise or otherwise, previously.
Nonetheless, I wish you , truly, the very best of luck, and hope one day you find an employer that appreciates the degree of commitment and expenditure you invested to try and succeed in this poxy profession we aspire/work in.
WTF, better to be a solicitor and fly a Cessna 150 @ the weekend ?
Well, actually maybe no, hate to say, but that doesn't mean we have to accept to be raped
