To be honest, we all have a bad spell every now & again! For instance, I flew with a Captain who has been with our company for 15 years, flew the 737 first and now on A319/320.....he crunched it into my home base runway harder than any "firm" landing I have made since base training! You just have to try & put it behind you & not let it wind you up too much. It will all come together.