so there might be a very small glimmer of hope left, it would take me a couple of years to get it all done anyway maybe things might have picked up by then but saying that its still a pricey gamble if it doesn't its just that ive got to that age where if i dont do it now it will be to late and id have to stay in my sales job the rest of my life i thought maybe i could do 20-30 years of doing a job id love and hate
but its good to hear everyones view thanks for taking the time