Stick with it Thump. sooner or later it will all come together.
Finally went solo last weekend, best feeling in the world, and since the first three circuits, have been "greasing" them in
Of course, there's nobody there to see/feel them
It's a bit like sex really, you spend years thinking about it, then you get some "practise" in, then when you finally get to do it, your palms sweat, you're nervous, you're sure you will get it all wrong, but then it's over before you realise, and you sit with a big grin on your face and wonder what all the fuss was about!!