I can't see what the need for such flaming etc is - I mean sure, I took the "easy" route, and sure - I'm in a lot of debt right now. But I don't see whats so wrong about that - I've always wanted to be a pilot, at the time, I couldn't see anyway I was going to turn down the deal that CTC offered.
Just like I can't see anyway I'll be able to turn down this deal if it gets offered to me.
Anyways, I realise I've just opened myself up to bitter flaming so I'm not going to say anything further on the matter, but I will continue to read and hopefully we'll be able to work something out.
I'll finish by saying : Sure, there are a few people who say to examiners "I'll be flying jets in 2 years" but the vast majority have a genuine passion for aviation and decided this would be the best route into that career. Whether or not we made a terrible decision to do so is irrelevant, we did do so.