Keep at it Jane,
I had a few attempts and managed, but in the mean time get your Class one get in a plane and get some exams under your belt.
Life after BA - if you want to fly for a living there has to be. Make BA the 'Icing on the cake'when it comes through.
How about Atlantic Flight Training, 50% sponsorship and guaranteed airline job. I have the info and friend who's got through if you want it.
Email direct if I can be of any assitance - that goes for anyone.
Cheers
Quicksilver