CV, my lot are working very hard to make the best of a bad situation, perhaps similar to yours. I hope it works out well for you and yours.
My comments were made to point out that we're not better off without representation in this cut throat business that we're in. As bad as your situation is, would it really be any better without some representation? BALPA is not the issue, it's us and our employers that are the problem.
Good luck.