Hi
I personally think you took a brave decision and if everyone just has the same courage, aviation would be a lot better. Nowadays a lot of companies think they threat their personnel with sh*tty conditions forgetting that the same personnel also have to pay the bills.
My advice is now: try to stay in aviation. Nomatter how difficult it sounds. 3 years ago i also turned down my first flying job offer because of the conditions. A few weeks later i got another job offer, just out of the blue. Company paid for typerating etc.
I wish you all the best man cause you derserve it.