I hope you can find a way to remain aloft a while longer, funfly. I remember you replying to my post about anxiety/agoraphobia, which was very encouraging. I'm now at 11hrs towards my NPPL, and loving it... If I'm still flying at your age I'll be a happy man! Take care, keep the faith, and thanks for the encouragement.
p.s. as a working graphic designer, good luck with your degree. Feel free to PM me if I can help with anything.