It's gotta be down to personnal choice. If you are feeling grim about flying less than a year into the job then what hope is there? I started on big Boeings 12 years ago straight out of instructing and thought it was great. Now I don't give a
what kind of approach I do or which hotel I end up at. I like the people I go to work with and the paycheck at the end of the month. I'm afraid the enthusiasm for this job bled out long ago and it is a common theme amongst many pilots I know both here and in previous companies. It's not the job it was and i can't imagine it ever going back to "the good old days" whatever they were anyway.
If watching an airplane fly an approach at 6am in the thick fog down to minimums is your thing, then rock on. Otherwise, I would give serious consideration to your 'previous life' and like many guys have already said, just fly for fun.
