PLEASE ........ This is ridiculous.
Have you tried approaching management with a list of your fears, insecurities and complaints. I bet you, they are much more welcoming of your input than you think.
Grow up men ............
Sorry ...... I expected more from Ppruners.
I have always found that a rotten apple in the crew can make the working environment unpleasant.
Try thinking about the good things about flying. Good money, good benefits, damn easy ............. What more can you want?
If you are really that unhappy, get another job ......... Heck ......... Change career.
There are literally thousands of wannabes that would take your place very happily, and approach flying with the right attitude for success.