I throughly understand the frustrations of the orginal poster. I have many friends that have gained their licenses (high atpl percentages, first series pass) that have had enough and left aviation for good. One is a second year med student, another a phd student, another took a if you can't beat-em join em attitude and retrained to be a city trader, another is an accountant, another emigrated to new zealand and is not a sheep farmer etc (i could go on). All the people that i know were all integrated bar one. Some like me have gone on to fly but it's only a few. You could always find another career keep flying on the weekends for pleasure. Good luck.