Amazing how callous the other comments are. Most are still in the denial and anger stages. You've made it to the acceptance stage.
To the original poster - Remember, you will still hold a CPL so you can return to it in a few years time, if good times return.
I commend you for the decision to put mistakes behind you and move on with your life, and particularly so to state it publicly. That takes guts.
Once you have established yourself in a proper profession you may want to consider returning to aviation as a hobby, get an instructor rating and have fun at the weekends - lots of people do that.
Good luck.