Soseg. Just do it. You either want to do it or you don't. You have to live lean to get a start in this game, thats what sorts out the ones who love it enough and are determined enough, from the armchair experts "maybe - wannabees". Stand on the edge and step off, and either organise or pray there is something down there to break your fall. Or you could stay and work in a windowless cubicle with a computer screen all day. The sharp end of the industry would be better off without so many of those at present. Someone actually has to do the real job of going from place to place with pax.