with respect your post smacks of" poor me".
there are many ways of keeping flying, albeit on (maybe) a reduced scale , and yet you do not come on here to investigate them only to bemoan the fact that you can't afford it.
Are you secretly hoping that someone will step forward and offer to pay for you?
I currently work long hours in order to be able to fly and do all manner of things to make that happen.
Have you investigated the possibility of doing odd jobs around your local strip/airfield and being paid by flights rather than cash ? eg cleaning a/c, grass cutting etc etc.
What do you do for a living? Do you have any skills that would be usefull to other people that you could trade?
If you really want to fly there must be a way.