Vince
I must admire your guts or ??? in coming into this site with so much flack flying around. I think I would have slunk off and hidden.
Personally I like colourful people we need a bit of colour now and again and your incident certainly brightened up this forum
When and if you get the new aircraft please do get a good instructor to access your flying you have a daughter who loves you.
I would actually be happy to come on a flight with you that aircraft appears so interesting? I am sure others here would too (not all at the same time otherwise we would pancake into another tree

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Anyway take care do learn from this and do get checked out
Pace