Guess the therapist didn't work Bengi. He would have told you to get a life. There is another life out there. Even professions that you can earn more .
Take my friend for instance. He is a pilot, but he earnt more than a million aussie dollars last year growing nuts. Bengi - that was growing nuts - not going nuts. Gives him a nice lifestyle. He owns two nice aeroplanes for his own pleasure and transport. He's not ugly though - so he doesn't have to walk around in wings and gold bars to get women's attention.
Now, he has a life and it's not sitting in front of his little computer writing slime, and being bitter and twisted.
Bye the way, your mate CX S/O uses the same bad grammar that you do - strange don't you think?