I would get a loan and get a proper University degree, then get a proper job and then buy a proper aircraft and fly for fun!
Don't let your obsession with flying blind you to the reality of the absolute misery currently experienced in this industry. OK, even the market recovers and airlines hire again, there will undoubtebly be another downturn and you will be 50 years old begging for a greeter position at Wal-Mart because you don't have any transferable skills and relative experience in stable industries. Fact Jack.
Look before you Leap my friend.
