I really do feel sorry for you NBW. You are simply making yourself appear just as morally repugnant as those you castigate for the closure of AN. I guess I just really don't understand why someone would lower themselves to the level of wishing unemployment on thousand of others, who's only connection to your own loss is simply that they work for a particular company. The main protagonists of AN's demise are either nearly all dead, or have moved on. Large numbers of the employees you wish unemployment on weren't even in the industry back then.
I really do wish you some success with the therapy.