God
Bengi, Maaaaaaaaaaaaaate
Cant' believe you're peddling the stories your Mum and Dad used to read you before bed.
Seriously check out Darwin's Theory on Evolution.
It may change the way you view things especially when you look in the mirror in the mornings.
I gave up believing those fairy stories when I hit my teens. I guess some people need to be followers.... baaaa
Bye the way, a good shrink is probably just what you need to help you out. Hope you get better soon.