And that's a much better, informative response, so thank you.
TheBeak: I dont understand what you mean when you say i missed the point about working hard and being selected to do something, can you clarify?
If you are going to leave me to assume, I'll tend to assume the worst, it's just the way I am. However now you have offered a detailed response, I completely understand your situation, can see your point and agree you have done well to get all done without any 'extras'.
Don't be ashamed.
Cheers.