I can really commend flying to you. There simply is nothing else like it. There are few things in life that require so much involvement to do well. It's challenging, but ultimately fantastically rewarding.
That I can really see and I really want to participate in. My comments were meant as an observation as someone new to aviation and as and understanding as to where I would be in a similar sort of situation.
Whilst people have said its okay to go around as PIC - I was trying to say the insecurities I feel before even getting to PIC let alone being in charge of the plane. My first solo I am scared of - perhaps only cause I dont know enough now.