What a difference a day makes !!!
I have flown again this evening and am so happy. Thank you everyone for your comments and suggestions they are all helpful and of course for the support too.
I have to say though, I am loving doing the ground study, I just got to the point where I was so frustrated at not flying that I just had a blip in my motivation but it is back again now big time. OK, my landings were not as good as they were last time but it has been 6 weeks since I last flew so I cannot expect them to be. the main thing is though that I have flown again, it all went ok and I am back on the way again thank goodness.
