Get the book, 'Who Moved my Cheese'. It is a great book that points out how people tend to focus on the changing facts of their enviornment, usually in the negative sense, and miss the most important lesson. That lesson is you are better to develop other ways to generate income, and free yourself from the slavery of your job. Remember, there are limitless ways to make money...but only one way to make money flying for CX. Accept that this is a crap airline offering a crap career, and start to broaden your horizons. There is much more happiness and freedom out there if you slowly reduce the CX factor (eventually to 0 hopefully!). Get out there and make other things happen!!